Even after reading about all the possible side effects, Jean wore her mother around her neck daily. Others complimented her on her memorial diamond pendant, with many commenting about it afterwards, not all in a favorable light. Compressed into a stunning jewel, strung and embraced in an array of silver filigree, the late Mrs. Deidre Ann Cabochon glared from her daughter’s chest.
Cremated only a month previously, the ashes were mixed with snippets of her hair, and all was distilled to the carbon left behind. These were sent into a press, to duplicate the forces of nature. Extreme heat, 1,000,000 p.s.i., and time…and from the passing of the deceased came a new jeweled existence.
Or so Jean thought, even though the price was high on many levels.
Her husband, Paul, disagreed to the cost, both financially and emotionally. He was never fond of Deidre, a woman he found narcissistic and shrewish, and if he had been honest with anyone he would have loudly pronounced how glad he was that his mother-in-law was dead. Paul saw how Jean suffered during her mother’s long lingering illness, how she put “that woman!” on a pedestal, even while being ordered about and verbally demeaned at every turn. Jean just turned the other cheek, said it was the woman who gave her birth and raised her, and that was that.
Paul moved out the day after the jewel was delivered.
When she got the package, Jean cried as she opened it, and cried as she held it out to examine it. Jean asked Paul to attach the clasp for her. He went behind her as she moved her hair aside and did as she asked. There was a soft “snkt” sound; Jean let her hair down and turned around to give Paul a hug. She held him, lowering her head onto his right shoulder, pressing her body against his, tears leaking down, which he felt through his shirt.
Paul also felt the diamond pendant digging into his chest. Uncomfortable as that was, he felt…more. There was something emanating, a negative grasping, and it hurt on a much deeper level then the prick of the necklace pressed against him. Pushing away was hard but Paul moved a few feet backwards, seeing the pain in Jean’s face but he found himself unable to answer her question of what was wrong.
She needed comforting the rest of the day, and each time Paul’s horrible feeling deepened. He felt lethargic, and depressive thoughts flayed him, making deeper cuts as the day progressed. By the time they went to bed-Jean still wearing “her mother”-Paul was ready to slash his wrists. In her sleep Jean rolled over to the edge of the bed, as Paul, awake, did rolled to the opposite side. There was a lessening in his chest, and things felt calmer as he went to the bathroom (down the hallway), and still when he went downstairs to the kitchen for a cold drink.
Sitting at the kitchen table until dawn, Paul went back upstairs. Each step was agony, and when he got to their bedroom door, he knew. Grabbing his clothes, he woke Jean up.
“Get rid of that necklace, Jean. Let her go, or I will…”
“You’ll what?” she said, belligerently, rubbing her eyes, up on one elbow.
“I’ll leave. That thing…something is wrong with it.”
An argument ensued, words were said, many that could not be taken back or apologized for, many that Paul had heard from Deidre’s mouth only months before. Jean came towards him in fury and tears; Paul bolted with his clothes, changing in the car before running away.
Jean grieved doubly now. She started to lose interest in eating, slept poorly, wandered aimlessly, and while all around her said she was in the grips of depression, none would say so to her face. She would talk about her mother in one breath and be scathing in ridicule in the next, tearing apart friends, family, and co-workers alike with a viciousness that was “not like her” (or so they said).
Hollow eyed, sallow skinned, Jean played with the jewel almost constantly. She shortened the chain the one time she removed it, making it a choker, in so many ways. Her belligerence became so brutal that she was told to leave her job, that she was creating an unhealthy work environment. She spat in her bosses coffee when she got up to leave, gave her the finger, and slammed the door on her way out.
Jean sat in the dark, in her living room, gripping the arm rests of the chair she had inherited from her mother. She contemplated many things, but they were about the others, what they had done to her, nothing was her fault, and why were they all crazy? She had bought a 1.4 litre of Irish Creme, Deidre’s favorite, and killed it in one sitting. Feeling queasy, Jean left the house to get some fresh air.
She thought getting in the car for a drive upstate was a good idea, at the time.
Good thing she didn’t get a heart transplant 🙂
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Well, def not from her mother, who was like the Tin Man…;)
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WOW! I’ve never heard of that. Very interesting story… I want to read the rest. I don’t know if I could wear something like that either, kind of spooky?!
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Spooky, eerie and just plain creepy…and I’m working on how to turn this into something more than a story. Thanks Lisa.
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That was great! Yes, definitely want to read more!
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Thanks Karen. I’m going to put this on the back burner for a bit while I work on another project. I will come back to this.
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Scary. Intriguing. Unsettling. (Reminds me a bit of the Victorian practice of carrying a strand of the deceased’s hair in a locket.) What remains after death? Matter can neither be created nor destroyed, merely changed…perhaps not always for the better. You can definitely go to some very dark places with this.
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Really great response, Li…one that takes me to someplace I hadn’t been thinking. Hmmm…time to start “sketching” this out. Thanks!!!
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Ooh freaky – had my skin crawling throughout.
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🙂 Good. hee hee…I have plans to go much deeper under the skin. Thanks Anna
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Brilliant 🙂
I have a short story called Ashes, but it’s nowhere near as creepy lol
Xx
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What I started to write today is even creepier. Wait for it.
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totally intriguing. ANd I have heard about ashes being turned to jewelry:)
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Thanks Writing Nut.
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Your story grabbed me and held me captive. In turns, it’s funny, creepy, scary, troubling, and fascinating. Has a vague Victorian flavor.
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Wasn’t thinking steam punk, but it does fit..and might make it’s way into it. Thanks Penelope.
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Totally fascinating story, Stuart. How ever did you come up with that? Really original.
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Thanks Mary, I’m plotting out more to this: only the first salvo.
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